Weekend relaxation ahead!
Readers, I really appreciate you hanging in there with me over the past… 6 months or so. Life has been insane. Really really insane and for the most part, I’d just rather not talk about the crazy parts and focus on the good. Sometime after the wedding I want to dedicate (just a little bit) more time and effort to my blog (or abandon it entirely) because if something is important, you treat it like it is important.
My sentiments towards the wedding stuff is largely unchanged. I’m excited to be married, not excited for the fuss and details, but the work is getting done and the day will be beautiful and I get to marry T. I wonder if we did a lot of things “wrong” but it is too late to change them, so I’ll embrace what we have planned and move forward. It is still small and simple as we wanted. Just not inexpensive. Some things have happened that upset me a lot this week, but it is all no one’s fault, and it all will be ok. Really it will.
My sentiments towards my money is conflicted. I don’t want to set savings goals that I’ll only fail, but I do want to save a ton of money. I also want to do whatever I want without considering cost too much. These things don’t add up to a happy money plan. I’ve also been less diligent about tracking things and I feel estranged from my finances. I’m kind of excited to spend some time organizing them this weekend!
My sentiment towards running is also mixed. I’m almost ready to set my first real race goal (half marathon) but I’m nervous I won’t be able to stick to the training. I want to sit down this weekend and think about it and really decide on it. I have only ran once per a week the past two weeks, and it is really truly because life has been crazy. I want to refocus, because this will help my stress go down.
I’m looking forward to this weekend a lot.